Tuesday, March 29, 2011

distract me from myself

email, paper mail, homework. Check that feeling I get when I see the big envelope in the mailbox. Check myself.  It's just junk mail from Sears.  We don't shop there.  Check the small envelope.  Don't care, don't want to go there.  Check the box inside saying they don't have to consider my application. Someone else on the waitlist who is bummed should be able to go.  I'm bummed though. The only schools left are harder to get into than that one.  Check myself again.  Doesn't matter. Nothing matters.  I've gotten into really great schools.  I just want to know.  Check the chores on facebook.  Sent that message I was supposed to send.  Check the group for the play.  Did I do this, staple this, type this, write this on looseleaf and not in my notebook, edit this for a higher grade, find this?  Check dates, calendar, travel expenses, location, place, time.  Try to figure out what to do with my school, college, summer, brain, life. 

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