I'm afraid I'm bringing too much stuff to school with me. Almost done packing. It's kind of overwhelming, because I'm so afraid I'll forget something, and I think this is part of why I'm bringing so much stuff. And I don't know when I'll be done. There are flashes of it feeling real, but somehow my room looks pretty much the same, so it doesn't feel real that I'm leaving tomorrow. How is my room still so messy after I packed up all my crap? What is even left? I don't know what to do with anything. My dad said that he wanted my room to be clean before I left, but there's no way that's happening. Not because I don't want it to be clean, but because I don't even know how to clean it at this point. But I can't write anymore, I have to finish.
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