I know I haven't written in a while, here anyway, and I'm not sure why. It's definitely a mental thing. I mean, it's not as if I have nothing to say all of a sudden, it's just...well, I'm not quite sure what it is, precisely. Maybe lack of sleep? Maybe I'm getting homework now that school has started. Maybe I still have some history reading to do and questions to answer. I think that might be part of it.
I keep thinking about how many people live on the planet, and how I don't know them, but how they each have their own separate lives that they are living totally separately from mine, and that they haven't even thought of me, and I've never thought of them, individually. Then I think about how vast the world, the universe, and everything is, and then I can't sleep. Sometimes I wish that I was a robot that could turn off for a certain amount of time, and then at the time I need to wake up, I would automatically turn back on, so that I would always be on time for school. It's sad that everything goes back to school. School has totally consumed my personality.
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